Reality hurts

Sometimes it really doesn't pay to be kind. When you thought you are being helpful and nice, the worst thing that can happen is when you realise the very person you are helping is not genuine. The pictures have become clearer and clearer.

Welcome to the world of reality.

I am sad, but what can I do? I figure out there is nothing much I can really do except to be careful as to who I am helping next time. It is certainly not a nice feeling. Its awkward, having to face the person. I feel uncomfortable and have a sudden urge to dump aside everything and leave. As times goes by, more issue starts to surface and I figure I cannot go on as if nothing has happen.

Guess I have only myself to blame. If I was more alert, I would not have been hurt.

Hope I can figure a way out and not hide from it.

JJ